Oh hey y’all!
Long time, no write.
And I must express my sincere contrition.
Now, I know I sound like a broken record every time I return after a long wordless sojourn, full of the same old platitudes – “Life is so crazy!” “Time seems to be slipping away all the quicker every day!” “Why can’t I ever keep track of where I leave my hairdryer!?” – but, in my defence, these inanities are sincere.
TO WHERE THE DICKENS IS TIMING SLIPPING AWAY!?
And it’s not as though I don’t want to be engaged with the blogosphere. I am always very aware that I want to be writing, and get frustrated when I am not.
I miss feeling my fingers fly across my laptop’s keyboard, tap-tap-tapping out a tale or two about the banality of hair removal, or the injustice of fast fashion (and my inability to restrain myself from consuming, and therefore sustaining this industry) or the life-altering qualities of a really good lipstick..
I miss interacting with other writers, and kind commentators, and thinking about my next scheme, or post, or story.
Last night Marc and I cooked up a pasta feast and enjoyed a candlelit dinner, taking turns reading to each other from Catullus’ complete works of poetry.
In between my laughter, I continually croaked, “THIS – THIS IS NOT A POEM!”
Bawdy stuff there folks.
BAWDY AS HECK.
Afterwards, we watched a pretty mediocre movie on the 4 Deserts Ultra-Running Race Series (racers run through the Atacama, Gobi, Sahara, and Antarctic Deserts) which we thought would be awesome, but left us feeling pretty lukewarm at best.
(Unlike the weather conditions in any of those places.)
However, despite the film’s shortfalls, I was completely jazzed just watching each of the runners take on such insane distances (250 kilometers) in downright torturous conditions (unrelenting heat, windstorms, sharp drops in temperatures, freezing rain.)
And I wanted to something similar.
I wanted to push my body to do something it had never done before.
Even if I couldn’t wake up this morning and race across the Gobi Desert, I wanted to do something, anything so to feel a connection with these amazing, fearless racers.
So when I did wake up, I decided to run from my house in New Westminster, to the Broadway/Commercial Skytrain station in Vancouver.
Now, technically speaking, this run would take me across two cities and past eight skytrain stations -which seems like a really long way to run!
But in reality, it only clocks in at sixteen kilometers.
Which seems incredibly short!
(Yet such is truth, spoken by the infallible gospel of Google Map My Run.)
However, in the end, it was a pretty bonkers route, with almost 350 meters of elevation gain, a battery of rogue crosswalks and the odd sketch individual or two, where the only thing rushing through my mind was “don’t want to know what’s being decided upon in THAT interaction!” as I motored on past.
Also, before I left, Marc told me that it very cold outside (due to the amount of fog that was blanketing our house and its environs) so I made the tragic mistake of wearing a tight, long-sleeve fleece, over my wicked (also long-sleeved) running shirt.
Marc’s note: “It WAS cold! I went out running an hour and half before you!”
Thank goodness I forwent the toque.
By kilometer four I thought my head was going to blow right off of my body, leaving the remains of my cranium looking like modern day Vesuvius.
I feverishly tore the fleece from my body and immediately felt the cool relief of the morning’s breeze make its way across my steaming torso.
Then I resigned myself to the fact that I was going to have to run the remaining twelve kilometers with my shirt tied about my waist.
Now, I’m not sure exactly what it is that bothers me so much about clothing tied about my midsection, but since childhood it has driven me to distraction, and I especially hate it when exercising.
I guess I have always (erroneously) equated (or conflated it) with non-serious runners, and prided myself on knowing how much clothing to wear at any given time, on any given run.
However, this silly theory of mine was completely obliterated on my run today, as I went on to spend the majority of my time, waist cinched, simply flying through Burnaby and into East Vancouver.
So, I’ll be the first to say it – I’m still learning.
And I hope to heck that I never stop.
Just like those ultrarunners.
So hang tight. I’ve got but two hundred and thirty-four kilometers to go.