Five years ago, on this day, on a deserted beach on Oahu’s north shore, M asked me to marry him.
Believe me when I say that I didn’t have the faintest clue that he was going to propose.
I mean, we had been together for four years, so it was inevitable that the topic would come up in conversation from time to time, and I knew that there was no one else in the world that I wanted to be with – I was just never one to think much about it.
Growing up, I never day dreamed about weddings, sketched dresses, or play acted happily ever after.
I just hoped to heck that one day I would actually have a boyfriend, and all that practice kissing the back of my hand in the shower would amount to something.
So when this beautiful, kind, brilliant man, kneeled in front of me, and told me “I want to spend the rest of my life with you,” I briefly stood there shocked, a befuddled statue.
My mouth opening and closing like that of a stunned trout.
And then I burst into tears.
I cried so hard and for so long that M actually had to ask me (quite nervously at that) if my tears were a good or bad thing.
“Good…thing…” I managed to croak, before the next wave of sobs took over.
M began to laugh, and eventually I did too (although it was through my tears), and then he took my hand and placed a ring on my finger.
My engagement band has three stones – one larger diamond, framed by two smaller ones. When he gave it to me he explained that he choose this ring because the two stones on the outside are meant to signify us, and the middle stone is our life that we have built – that we continue to build – together.
You can imagine how quickly my tears dried up after hearing that.
(For real, I’m pretty sure that I severely dehydrated myself standing there on the beach that night.)
But it was magical.
The sun slowly setting, melting into the rich greens and blues of the sea; giant turtles sunning themselves in the warmth of the white sand; a young fisherman walking by with his multicoloured catch of the day.
When we arrived back at the house where we were staying, we surprised all of our friends by revealing the good news.
We phoned family back in Canada (waking up every single last person) before doing the thing that every good 21st century couple does – updated our profiles on facebook.
And then for the rest of the trip, we swan, sunned, explored, adventured, ate, drank, laughed, lived, and loved.
Here are some photos of our all too brief sojourn in paradise:
King and queen of the world.
So we may always return.
So there you have it friends.
A memory for the month of May.
If you have stories to share, I’m all ears (and probably all tears.)